quote

I Never Cared, I Was Careless, Feared Being Afraid,
Naw, Maybe I'm Afraid To Be Fearless, Or Fear Being
Fearless,
But Fearful, So Even In My Carelessness, I Gotta Be Careful.
-Joe Budden-

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Boy Who Cried LOVE...

Broken Hearted by ~HopelessSoul at Deviantart.com


 Entangled in a beautiful complexity,
...he was intrigued by my air of mystery.
Perplexed.
His world shaken by love,
a natural disaster unknown to him.
An enigma, at a loss for words
and without explanation...
I quickly became his addiction.
An opiate, the relapse to his sobriety...
and one that no rehab could obliterate,

...but i am not her.

She is predictability in its simplest form.
the sweetest taste of boredom,
as exciting as monotony.

...i am not her.

She is insensitive, selfish and self centered,
authoritarian, commanding, controlling

...i am not her.

I am your compliment
your biggest cheerleader,
...shouting words of encouragement.
Supporting and reassuring.
The calm after the storm...
your backbone
but it was never enough

No...i am not her.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I am



7/17/10 - moments before my FIRST performance EVER...
at the 2nd annual Poetry In Pink event 
hosted by Angelique Imani Rodriguez (@imani_sublime)







I am unstoppable,
through the trials and tribulations...
through the clouds and rainy days
I remain strong like the wind before the storm....

I am a mountain
weathered but unmovable
Anchored to my faith.

I am strong...

I am a warrior, a soldier
Fighting the battles of my mind, body and soul.
Strength in the presence of chaos.


I am determined...
Laughing in the face of fear.
I will not give up.
Letting go is not an option.

I chose life, I chose to fight.


I am a phoenix...
reborn from ashes
ready to live again...
determination burning all fears....
destroying all insecurities.

I am a woman...
a fighter...
a chameleon.
Adapting to changes...
I am not afraid
I am...undefeated.
I will not lose.

I am a survivor

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Poetry In Pink 7/17/10

Me and Angie after the very successful Poetry In Pink
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

Quotable Quote

Scared by ~DacotaBeetlejuice at www.deviantart.com



 It's fear of the unknown. The unknown is what it is. 
And to be frightened of it is what sends everybody scurrying around chasing dreams, illusions, wars, peace, love, hate, all that--it's all illusion. 
Unknown is what it is. Accept that it's unknown and it's plain sailing. 
Everything is unknown--then you're ahead of the game.
That's what it is. 
Right?

John Lennon
1940-1980, An English member of the Beatles & songwriter.

Lolaism 7/19/10

"The ugliest battle, is one between your heart and your conscience"

Lolaisms©

Lolaism 7/20/10

"Love is like money. 

Sometimes we make bad investments...take the loss and keep moving. 

Do not continue to invest in a drowning business just because 

you hope it will get better..."

 

Lolaisms©

Moon Landing Hoax

"One small step for man, One giant leap for mankind" -Man on the Moon, 7/20/1969




So i truly believe the whole N.A.S.A. moon landing is a hoax. But I'm open to valid argument and evidence. Below you will find part one of a documentary that i found very interesting.

Listen, before u go all crazy on me...everyone is entitled to believe what they want right? I am not ignorant and i am more than open to see/read anything that further proves my conclusion or pushes AWAY from it...Enjoy!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Lolaisms 7/6/10

"Someone will cherish what another takes for granted."
Lolaisms©

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Lolaisms 7/8/10

"Sometimes we put ourselves in situations that are clearly unhealthy for us....situations that drain us mentally and make us question views we stood firmly on. They say change is good but only when its voluntary, don't let any1 change because u do not fit their views of ideal."  

 Lolaisms©

Poetry EVENT





The event was created as a way to raise money for my Making Strides Against Breast Cancer Walk team Maggie's Latin Angels and as a showcase for some of the hottest NY performance artists to show their stuff.

>>>>>>>$10 DOOR FEE (THIS GOES TO THE CAUSE GUYS!!!!!!) <<<<<<

THERE WILL BE A SILENT AUCTION OF VARIOUS VISUAL ART AND GOODIES AND A RAFFLE (RAFFLE TICKETS WILL BE $2 EACH), SO COME PREPARED TO WIN. [AS IN BRING MONEY...LMAO]

This year being held as an afternoon event.... there is a FULL menu of food, wine and beer at Society. Every drink you purchase at Society, a dollar of that purchase will go towards the cause.

AND WHAT'S BETTER? AFTER THE SHOW, THERE'S A HAPPY HOUR BEING SPONSORED BY 67 ORANGE STREET (WHICH IS JUST ONE BLOCK AWAY) from 6pm -8pm.

AFTER THAT, THE NIGHT IS OURS!!!!

HERE ARE JUST SOME OF THE ARTISTS PERFORMING:
>>>>>>>>>>Erika "Lola" Nunez<<<----Thats ME
Jani "Bomba" Rosado
Susan Justiniano
Noemi "Siren" Soto
Angela Plugues
Jessica Salazar of www.simpllygorjess.com
Tearless Poet
Vanessa Martir
Reina Miranda
Majestik Originality
AND SOOOOOOO MUCH MORE

VISUAL ART BEING PROVIDED BY ERIKA DICKSTEIN




SEE YOU THERE!