i let go...(written 5/2/10)

 

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L.O.V.E. by ~EmoAtTheDisc0

Your smile embraces my soul.
...a kiss...your kisses so softly
who are you? why are we here...
in this moment of chaos....?
I shy away from your gaze, i forget to breathe.
were u meant to take my breath away...and then leave?
are you here to knock down all the walls Ive built
and tear down the box in which Ive lived in?
Turn my world around...spinning out of control.
revolving around moments with you...
The moments that remind me that life goes on...
That i am alive... and that i want to live in this moment.
Never thinking about tomorrow
...but living in this today
I let go...
No longer holding on to the pain...
If only for sometime...if our time is uncertain...
then lets start living...
lets be what we always wanted.
tomorrow unplanned...the future unwritten...
only you and i can write in the book of our lives...
write like no one is reading....
i let go...
Id rather have a moment of happiness with you
than a lifetime of emptiness alone.
You excite all my senses in ways id forgotten...
unknown feelings, indescribable thoughts
...when I'm next to you...
 the chemistry is undeniable.
I let go...
Of the fear of being hurt...
for what are we if we don't live?
if we don't take chances?
if we don't give our all...?
if we don't live everyday like it is our last...
if we reserve everything for a tomorrow.
Today is here...today is now.
I let go...will you?